Been feeling like Peter Parker being changed by the spider bite lately… not sure exactly what happened, but just not the same anymore… prayed some crazy prayers about surrender and my desire for more of Him that I meant… We’ll see what happens. It was 11/9/09 when it all began to be different.
Collision of Kingdoms 
John & I compare it to the Matrix. We took the red pill and everything changed. Sometimes it’s like everything is moving in slow motion around us…sometimes the world is whizzing by, and we’re standing still. But the connection between us and the Matrix has been forever severed. Life as we know it will never be the same again.
Welcome to Zion.
i know that feeling…