How much I miss you and the ache I feel,
things you’ll never hear.
How your neice looks just like you and has your smile,
things you’ll never hear.
How I see you in my shadow and in your daddy dear,
things you’ll never hear.
The gaps of so many that will never be filled,
things you’ll never hear.
How I feel so lost without you and it hurts beyond my tears,
things you’ll never hear.
How your parents still call me by your name and are broken beyond repair,
things you’ll never hear.
How I wish I could see you again and share these bitter tears,
things you’ll never hear.
The way I see you bleeding through every image of myself,
things you’ll never hear.
When I still myself there’s a growning there to see you once again.
I don’t know who you really were, the memories are becoming unclear.
I try and be thankful for the time we had, but honesty I feel it’s unfair.
Why do I have to carry this burden alone, the one we once shared.
Your silence has gone on too long now, and the vacuum has not made it clear,
this ache of mine is constant now and stares at me in the mirror.