To be honest…
…it’s like I’ve been on a vacation for the last 10 years. My prior life had no purpose and little hope. Then I chose to dive headlong out of my old life and into the life of Christ. God met my act of faith with the reward of a new life- adventurous and rewarding, full of God’s presence- discipline and wisdom. I wouldn’t have it any other way. Awoken and active. No longing fearing death, facing it each day, that I may have the life of the Son of God.